DIARY OF THE JOHN from London 1840
We believe there were 2 dairies written on this voyage. One is kept in Canberra and the other (possibly the Ellis diary) is in the Mortlock Library in Adelaide. |
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September 11th 1839 With feelings better imagined than described I gazed on my beloved mother & Diana from Gravesend Pier, and watched the swiftly moving steamer till the gushing tears obscured my view, with a sad heart I hurried past the gay numbers which crowded the place. Immediately after this painful parting, Susan and I entered the boat which was destined to convoy us to the "Barque John". The decks covered with men, women, children, cattle, luggage, and ropes, presented a scene of the utmost confusion and discomfort. September 12th. At three in the afternoon we weighed anchor, and sailed down the noble "Thames", at night anchored at its mouth. September 13th Reached Margate Road there anchored. September 14th Very ill although at anchor, heavy swell, everything unsettled and uncomfortable. September 15th Much recovered from the effects of sea sickness being Sunday we held a service with the passengers in our cabin. September 16th Very faint and poorly at times. Slept well. September 17th Having a side wind we tried to reach the Downs, after considerable tacking we made Ramsgate but being unable to proceed the Pilot thought right to return to Margate Roads, at this not all (I fear) felt much dissatisfied. We soon reached our old quarters. The eve was so inviting that I was nearly tempted to go on shore with Mr. Harris and several others who had scarcely entered the boat when it commenced pouring rain in a short time it blew a gale of wind from the S.W. The deep which just before I had felt so inclined to venture upon in an open boat, now roused its mighty billows and dashed them over the ship which though sheltered by the land rocked like a cradle whilst the wind whistled fearfully in the shrouds. Greatly alarmed for the absentees but in the midst of all I was enabled to look to the "Rock of Ages", how needful to be prepared for death a watery seemed terrifying but the rest above looked sweet. Sent mamma a letter by a Ramsgate boatman. September 18th Our friends returned laden with good things after having greatly enjoyed their trip to Margate. Nine ships in the broadstream started from their anchors during the storm not drifted from ours & cast out a second. September 19th Thursday Very wet. Rose late did a little needlework for the first time. September 20th Friday Left Margate Roads at noon after much tacking anchored in the Downs spent a longer time in prayer this morn than I have for some time, felt humbled on account of my complaining spirit when James is so good and kind, determined to be cheerful and contented and to strive after a closer walk with God. I find this evening that I need constantly to watch as well as to pray. The Pilot left us and took a letter for my brother. September 21st Saturday A busy scene this morning presented the intermediate passengers hurrying to and fro to procure their weekly provisions consisting of flour, suet, peas, rice, tea, coffee, cocoa, oatmeal, sugar, raisins, mustard, spirits, wine, and porter. Then ensued chopping suet, picking raisins, pudding & pie making etc. etc. After dinner cleaning, dusting the cabins. September 22nd Sunday Commenced Scott's Bible read the first chapter with the notes & observations. May the Holy Spirit apply the so lesson and impertinent truths it contains to my heart that they may influence my life and conversations. Remained the greater part of the day in my own cabin Evening service amongst the Intermediates. James read aloud Wesley's "Almost Christian", I feel how greatly I fall short in some of those points which constitute the "Almost" how much more the altogether Christian. I engaged in prayer but felt very timid. Being a lovely moonlight night I have been walking on deck with dear James. The thought of many Sabbaths spent in dear Guernsey in the bosom of my beloved family so affected me that I wept long and copiously. September 23rd Monday Arose about six joyfully bidding the Downs farewell we soon caught sight of Dover Castle and now adieu old England chalky cliffs green fields and pretty villages. This afternoon we ran ashore between Hithe and Dungeness, which circumstances cast a serious look on many a face. Four Cutters and four boats hurried towards us offering assistance which was refused. Still to my comfort they hovered round the ship hoping we should have occasion for their services. We threw out our anchor which by some accident pierced our cutter which was alongside which filling with water was immediately hooked on and hoisted up. After much labour we got the ship off and continued our voyage. September 24th Tuesday Carried away the Jib boom. September 25th Wednesday Steady breeze, the officers called it. I thought there was a very heavy swell as our vessel rocked so much. I could not leave my bed till the wind was somewhat lulled which was about 5 knots. Tacked all day. Quite amusing to see each person with his or her plate seated on the floor being unable to keep the dishes on the table. Very wet night. September 26th Thursday Rose early to see the Isle of Wight. Not well. September 27th Friday A very rough night scarcely slept any. Little do we (when snugly tucked in our comfortable beds on shore) imagine discomforts and dangers of the deep. |
September 28th Saturday Rose late (not well). Susan who has suffered greatly continues very ill she came in my berth this morn for a change. Finished the first Vol. of Hannahs Mose's works. Weather more moderate, though a great swell. Able to put things a little comfortable in my cabin. September 29th Sunday The doctor read the Church Of England prayers on the Quarter Deck. I could not remain to hear the Sermon, being very cold. At 2 am the Casket Light bore South, the sight of them made me very sad I stood watching them revolve for a length of time thinking of the friends and home that I love. Near Alderney during the whole of the day. A baby boy born. October 3rd In the Atlantic off the Bay Of Biscay. Blew a gale of wind during the night the rolling of the vessel was awful and the dashing of the various articles not fastened from one side to the other was dreadful & chairs in the Cuddy were broken 5 jars of pickles smashed, to sleep was impossible once we thought the vessel was over. Most of the gentlemen were up all night. I did not distress James with my complaints, but spent the night in prayer and self examination. How thankful I felt dear Mamma was not with us, and also that the wind was quite fair. Poor Susan behaved very well. October 4th Friday The wind moderated during the day, but the swell was so great I could not rise. At night a strong breeze frequently disturbed my rest, We never value our blessings sufficiently till deprived of them. October 6th Sunday Not at all well Misty with rain James read one of Wesley's Sermons. Visited and conversed with some of the Steerage Passengers delighted to find some serious people amongst them. October 8th Tuesday Fine steady breeze. I am writing in my cabin this evening with a chair for my table, and a box for my elbow to rest upon as I prefer the comfort of my own quarters such as they are to being in large dark place where one party is engaged at cards a second with draughts a third at chess and a fourth playing and singing. A Steerage passenger partially deranged has attempted to destroy herself and succeeded in partly cutting her throat. Last evening a handsome china bowl was filled with Punch and helped round with Mr. Harris's Silver Soup ladle. In honour of Mr. Hearn's birthday. A substantial young farmer. October 9th Wednesday This morn a sister to the child who died a short time since was consigned to the deep. I remained late on the deck watching the phosphorous round the vessel which presented a beautiful appearance of spangled lights. October 11th Friday Remained most of this day on deck. We have passed Madeira the weather is beautiful but already very warm. This evening we are rolling pretty much, which we always do in a calm. The Sunset hour is splendid and the Sunlight short. October 15th Tuesday Rose a quarter after six spent twenty five minutes in prayer on my knees for the first time since I have been on board having before been obliged to sit or stand. Went on the poop this evening (which was lovely) and saw the young men jumping & climbing the ropes. October 16th Busy making pastry had a delicious Apple cake for tea which reminded us of home and Aunt Esther Jamouneau's baking days. October 17th This evening seated on the Poop Beside my James we together contemplated the beauteous works of the Creator which surrounded us. The deep blue waters beneath, a lovely moon & many stars above filled our minds with admiration and awe. Our gallant Barque with every sail set the workmanship of man next claimed our attention and long in silence did I watch the shadow of the Sails in the Ocean and the bright Queen of Heaven thinking of absent friends and other days. O memory memory pleasing yet painful art thou were I to dwell on hours for ever fled and loved ones distant or numbered with the dead methinks reason would totter on her throne. At such moments I endeavour to turn from earth away and lift my thoughts to Heaven. October 18th Rose early to see the Cape Verd Islands which at first seemed but dark clouds as we neared St. Nicholas it presented a picturesque appearance looking like a chain of lofty mountains. We approached within a mile and a half of the Island its green vallies refreshed and cheered us. October 19th Passed the Island of Fogo which has a volcanic mountain rising considerably above the level of the sea. Its lofty peak was visible during the whole day though we had a nice breeze. In the evening whilst walking on the poop with James we heard one of the sailors refuse to obey an order given by the Chief mate high words passed the other sailors joined their companion and in an instant all was confusion. The Captn. came forward struck one man to the ground and ordered the others to their duty one more bold than the others continued very insolent which so exasperated Captn Smith. that he gave him a severe flogging. I was so terrified I nearly fainted James carried me into the Cuddy. Susan who was below came up at this juncture and seeing me stretched in my husbands arms together with the shrieks and bustle concluded something dreadful had happened and fell into a fit of hystericks which soon roused me. I immediately sent for Mr. Harris as her cries for her husband were great Mr. Philcox gave her a glass of water and Mrs. Knott was also very kind. Peace and quiet were soon after restored and I went to bed but was much disturbed by frightful dreams. |
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October 20th Sunday The weather is excessively hot we have slept for some time with only two sheets on a mattress and can scarcely bear that. Service on deck as usual. Not very well weak & languid Read Wesley's sermon on dress.
October 22nd Tuesday This morning we were obliged to kill the largest ram having had a blow from one of the others. The weather still fine what cause for thankfulness. O that men would praise the Lord for his wonderful works to the children of men. 2 o'clock a squall expected every person running to and fro carrying down chairs beds, work clothes etc all hands employed pulling in the small sails. Almost a dead calm. The squall is over, in an instant the wind rose considerable and the rain poured in torrents, after a short time all was as before. Had some of the ram washed for dinner though some of the best meat we had in the John I could not relish it. I am writing with only my flannel waistcoat drawers and gown, on account of the heat. October 23rd Wednesday Not well unable to partake of a boiled leg of mutton, the perspiration runs down my cheeks like drops of rain, obliged to tie a handkerchief steeped in vinegar and water about my head, during another squall just as I was falling asleep I was disturbed by James jumping out of bed, and going on deck, at same time I heard the captain speaking very loudly to one of the cuddy passengers, who was both intoxicated and abusive. He came into our cabin and quarrelled with Mr. Ratford in the mean time I was startled at the sight of a rat or large mouse staring one in the face. I called loudly for James who came in and attempted to strike it with a stick, but missing his aim the intruder walked off into Mrs. Harris cabin, she then came over to me and perceived a large cock roach which I would not venture to touch therefore sent for James who had followed Mr. L. who was using very shocking language to the Mates. As he did not immediately obey my summons I begged of Mr. Luckin to catch the insect which he did, about 12 peace being restored we went to sleep. October 24th Thursday Parched with thirst, almost becalmed this afternoon a young shark was caught. I saw it on the hook in the water, when on deck it lashed its tail with amazing strength but was soon killed and the sailors regaled themselves off it for supper. We have had a squall the night before last I steered the vessel for some time. October 25th Friday Two sailors had a fight on the forecastle. Two emigrants quarrelled with and struck their wives who were not behind hand in returning the compliment. As I was crossing my camp stool over Mr. B's head it struck the kettle and fell on him. He started with pain and my feelings may be imagined when I beheld the blood streaming from his head. The Doctor was sent for and the wound bound up after a nice sleep he was much better the cut being slight. In the evening whilst speaking to the Captain on the poop Mr. Philcox came up and informed us that Elizabeth Baker (Mrs. Herons servant) had poisoned herself by drinking sugar and white lead instead of lime juice. The stomach pump was instantly applied and the poison extracted. The poor girl was insensible for some time, and her sufferings extreme, had there not been medical assistance at hand she must have been a corpse in ten mts. The mixture of lead was a lotion for a girls leg which was carelessly left in a drinking vessel, and contained poison sufficient to destroy 10 persons. As we were falling asleep I heard a great noise on deck Mr. Archer jumped up to see what was the matter, as the noise increased I threw on my cloak and followed him to the Companion ladder where I caught a glimpse of Mr. Ratford and Mr. M. were fighting, the first mentioned came out as third mate but being much disliked he determined to go on shore at Margate, but his Mother having paid 60 pounds for his passage out and home the Captn. was unwilling to lose him, so by paying something more it was at last agreed he should go out as cuddy passenger but sleep in a hammock in the intermediate and much has he annoyed us. When we thought all was quiet and had composed ourselves to sleep, we heard a tremendous noise which caused us to jump once more out of bed, We now beheld Mr. Ratford on the companion ladder supported by several passengers. This unhappy youth had just been thrown from the poop to the quarter deck, a height of 7 feet by the first mate, who had ordered him below several times. Ratford quite intoxicated and in great pain was unable to assist himself, a bed was therefore made up and he placed in it in spite of his impatience and curses. The surgeon came down to see if he had any bones broken, the steward likewise intoxicated was sleeping on the sofa, being in the same condition the night before, some of the young men perceiving his legs hang over the sides of his hammock tied a rope to his foot a pulled away lustily, the poor steward awoke wondering what was the matter. October 26th Saturday Several quarrels and one fight, the poor girl who had taken the poison thinking she was dying sent for her mistress to take leave of her. She being very timid and in the family way was so affected at the distressing state of her servant, that she fell into violent hysterics. The girls whole concern appeared to be about her soul. She earnestly requested to have the anxious enquirer read. I went to speak to her and although her eyes rolled wildly, and she did not know her Mistress she understood every word I said and answered distinctly, Once I observed Christ can take away the sting of death, she raised her eyes and throwing her arms across the bed exclaimed "O Grave where is thy victory". The heat was intense, the perspiration ran down my face like drops of rain. When she appeared more calm, I left her not knowing if I should see her again alive an unfavourable turn having taken place. When in health she was attentive to the outward duties of religion but I do not know if she is a converted character having attended a Sabbath school and lived in a serious family her mind was well stored with passages of scripture. Imagining after three nights disturbance I should have a quiet one I retired early to rest but only to be soon disturbed by the tumbling of a tipsy intermediate down the Companion ladder. This was the last adventure of the week and I slept long and well until morning. October 27th Sunday Mr. Dent gave us a lecture on intemperance and strong hints to the passengers who had given spirits to the sailors. The night before the old cook was so intoxicated that he sent us word he would make us no more bread as we did not send him enough to drink. Elizabeth Baker rather better and more collected she knew me but could speak little her throat being very sore. |
October 28th Monday At four in the morning James arose to put towels near my cabin door to prevent the water coming in during a violent squall. Last night I sat on the poop watching the lightning and thinking of home. Have not been well today it has been so squally the ship pitches much. My James is reading beside me, another accident one of the hatches has fallen on the son of the Surgeons assistant and dislocated his ankle.
October 31st Thursday Not any thing particular has occurred the last few days. I have not been well and the weather has been unsettled. We made little progress since we lost the trade winds. November 4th Monday Had a violent squall, saw a whale jump several times out of the water. Twelve ships were seen at one time surrounding us. November 5th A gathering on one of my fingers which prevented me dressing, caused me to remain in bed all day, reading Mrs Ellis Noman of England. I approve of it much and feel its home truths, and trust I shall correct those faults in myself which are so fully exposed in that volume, towards eve I arose and walked on the poop. November 6 Still in bed read Dunallen, rose in the evening and beheld that melancholy sight a burial at sea. I felt much shocked on hearing of Mrs Farrels death a steerage passenger not being aware she was ill, she died of a brain fever and has left a husband and four young children, a nurse has been provided for the infant and a subscription made for the poor man, whose kindness to his family has been remarked by all on board. The body of the poor woman after being sowed up on a hammock containing six shots each weighing 9lbs was placed on one of the hatches. The union jack enveloped the corpse which was then carried to the gangway on the larboard side. Mr. Dent the doctor himself at the head commenced the solemn service, with his assistant beside him in the capacity of clerk. At the words we commit this the body of our sister to the deep. The union jack was raised, and the remains plunged with a heart sickening splash into the deep, in a few moments all was as before, the dark blue waves rolled on, the setting sun with crimson dyed the West, shedding its rays of glory on the ocean grave. The first officer cried out six bells and the assembled numbers slowly dispersed, The poor husband turned to seek some retired spot in the crowded vessel to indulge his grief. November 7th At eight in the evening a shout was heard from the forecastle of a boat ahead which we were informed contained his majesty Neptune whose awful voice I soon heard enquiring, What ship is this?? The officer on duty answered the Barque John from London, have you any of my sons or daughters on board roared the King of the Seas in affirmative being given he informed us he would come on the morrow to initiate us on the mysteries of crossing the line. Neptune's car a tar barrel was then lowered in the water and passed along emitting bright flames. This was the signal for giving shower baths to the curious, bucket after bucket of water was poured till every person on deck was drenched even we who were on the poop did not escape a sprinkling, and the Captain who was with us venturing too near the watery regions, had a complete dousing, which he took good naturedly - Lat 0 -4 South. November 8th Early this morning I went on deck and saw the barbers sign. "Mr. Frizels noted shaving shop" three pieces of rusty iron, two well notched were exhibited these razors looked quite appaling, on the other side of the deck was fixed a large bath which the sailors were filling with water, after breakfast we went on the poop to see the grand sight, a band of musicians struck up "See the conquering hero comes" and amid deafening shouts Neptune and his queen made their appearance on the gun carriage drawn by three constables, at the side of the chariot walked the bear (a sailor covered with our poor ram's skin) and bear keeper, behind the barber carrying a tar pot for lathering the sections admirable dressed beside him his mate bearing the razors. The Doctor no insignificant personage, the last mentioned watched the proceedings through a large hoop in lieu of a quizzing glass. As soon as they had taken their respective stations beside the bath Neptune who held a large book called for his son Ratford the cidevant third mate, the constables immediately came in search of him and the young man wisely made no resistance but accompanied his frightful guides, their dresses and the paint which besmeared their faces and bodies made them look like savages. Being seated on the edge of the bath with a cap over his eyes Neptune enquired if he had ever crossed the line before a negative was given. What will you give me not to punish too severely was the next demand, a sum being mentioned the doctor stepped forward and offered a powder which after tasting was refused, a bottle containing a draught was then presented but the contents were not relished, a smelling bottle was placed under his nose which contained either a pin or needle the patient started back, the barber next with a paint brush gave him a daub of tar on the cheek Nep. telling him at same time never to eat brown bread when he could get white. No being answered the tar brush was popped into his mouth, after a scraping with one of the notched razors he was thrown backwards into the bath to be well ducked by the bear and his keeper who were in the water to receive him. The doctor watching the proceedings through his quizzing glass hoop, with few exceptions all the passengers were shaved or had a little tar on their faces, by giving money some came off without too much scraping, we could pretty well tell what the gift was by the degree of punishment inflicted, The ladies were exempted on paying the fine. The performers were treated with a glass of spirits by the Captain and amidst great cheers Nep. and his Queen were carried off the scene of action. Lat 2.39 S. November 9th This day I complete my 23rd year, how wonderfully I have been preserved by land and sea. I look upon the past year as full of mercies on the Lords side, but of coldness and ingratitude on mine. Humbled at his feet and looking to Jesus I determined to be up and doing. Very sea sick not well of late and unable to enjoy the Salmon we had for dinner treated the passengers with Champagne thought much of the beloved ones at home and contrasted the scorching sun above me with the blazing fires at home. November 13th I endeavoured to walk more closely with God at times I find the way very narrow the heart is so deceitful and the body so averse to mortification but in the strength of the Lord I am determined to take up my cross daily. Mr. Kerr a steerage passenger is dead from dysentery, his body has just been committed to the deep. There is much sickness on board which tends greatly to depress the spirits. |
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November 14th The infant boy of the woman who died last week is just gone its happy spirit is now in paradise where some hopes are entertained. I have since learnt its Mother went before. November 15th At 2 this afternoon we all hurried on the poop to see a ship which was expected to pass very near us. A great bustle ensued preparing letters but in a few moments the American flag was hoisted and all hope blighted as she showed signs that she wished to speak us. Our Captain ordered the sails aback the American Captain asked with a speaking trumpet "What ship is that" our Captain answered the John from London. Please to report us, where are you bound to the United States was the reply. How long have you been out?, thirty eight months can you spare us any bread continued the American. Yes replied the Commander of the John send a boat along side. The stranger vessel wheeled round our stern in a beautiful manner, in a short time a pretty boat nobly pulled by Yankees and South Sea Islanders drew near. Their Captain 23 years of age in a red flannel jacket nimbly jumped on the deck, ran up the poop stairs touched his hat to our Captain who returned the salute and shook hands. A conversation ensued, and we were informed they were returning home from a whaling expedition with a cargo of sperm oil valued at 100,000 dollars about 25,000 pounds. They had encountered very rough weather doubling Cape Horn where they lost two boats. Latterly they had been becalmed they intended putting in at Pernambuco for supplies, but having received bread from us, they would be enabled to continue their voyage to New York. The young Captain remained to dinner & several of our passengers among them Mr. Harris went on board the Whaler to fetch oil in exchange for the bread. They brought back a large quantity of Whale's teeth. A young man from Nantuckat one of the boat steerers with long curly hair & handsome countenance came into our Cabin he informed us his Captn. was very expert in the Whale fishing and could kill one in three minutes, he was offered wine but refused stating theirs was a temperance ship, after spending two hours in the John the Captn. Of the Zener Coffin bade us a long adieu, we watched the boat almost fly over the waves and when about an equal distance from both ships gae three cheers which were answered by the boat and the Americans. The sails of the vessels were set and each moment bore us farther and farther away from those who had created a considerable degree of interest in our bosoms. I made up a small bundle of tracts which my James handed to the Captn. requesting him to read the contents of the parcel when he reached his own ship. November 17th Sunday There is something very solemn in the performance of divine service at Sea, I was particularly struck with it this morning, nought but the canopy of heaven above and the liquid blue beneath every sail seto catch the freshening breeze, the union jack covering the Capstan on which the Bible and prayer book were placed, beside which stood our Doctor officiating, whilst the passengers in their respective places, attentively listened & joined in the prayers & praises. A little girl born. I saw it a few hours after. November 21st The weather of late excessively cold, a strong breeze driving us swiftly along. My James who has been very poorly with cold and fever is extremely weak & languid. If our friends in Guernsey could be eye witnesses of our troubles they would be grieved but still amused to see the dishes, glasses etc. as we are about to take a meal dashed to pieces, pouring their contents into our laps or on the floor, whilst one person runs for a mop, an other for a swob "an almost indescribable thing made of oakum" with which the sailors dry the decks. Whilst I have been writing the contents of a kettle the second time this day, have nearly inundated our side of the house as James calls it. November 22nd Yesterday I was obliged to leave off writing in great haste as two of our passengers who had been drinking together thought proper to quarrel & then fight, the language of one was awful and his conduct fearfully violent, he looked like a demoniac it was a fearful sight. My James is still very weak. Lat 27.37 S November 27th James improves very slowly, he has had an attack of fever which has reduced him much, the weather is wet cold, and windy. We can scarcely walk or stand with the motion, and are troubled with the waves, dashing against the sides of the vessel and sending water upon the beds. A little after four yesterday morning I was aroused by one of these showerbaths. I jumped up, got a light, placed towels on the wet parts and a thick blanket under me hoping to have a little rest having been kept awake part of the night by the rolling of the ship. Alas just as I was comfortable another wave sprinkled me in such a manner that I got up and dressed, went on deck to see the sunrise. The chief mate was quite impressed to see me. The quarter deck and part of the poop were quite wet with the sea shipped during the night, the angry deep looked awfully grand. November 28th Wet. Cold. Dull. I do feel thankful I am fond of employment and can manage to make myself comfortable in rather uncomfortable situations. Poor Susan was in great dithers all day yesterday with the water drenching every thing in her cabin, obliged to sleep on the sofa. |
November 29th About one this morning a very heavy squall the Captn. rushed out in his nightshirt. The sudden rock of the vessel awake me, it sounds terrific in the dead of night to hear the officer on duty exclaim in a voice like thunder "Down with the main top gallant sail, reef the main sail etc and the shouts of the sailors as they pull the ropes. We have had another squall, they are extremely sudden and frequent in these latitudes. Almost in an instant the wind uses the sea swells, the rain pours and all nature looks convulsed. We see several kinds of birds one large called the Albatross one small named Boatswain from its whistle, several swallows have nested on the ship, of which many have been caught they are emigrating like ourselves to warmer climes. James is better but looks pale and thin, he has had a long attack. How thankful I feel he has been spared bless the Lord O my soul. Lat 35.40 S November 29th About 8 this eve all hands were summoned to reef top & sails because of a heavy squall the Mainsail was furled during greater part of the day and all night these squalls of which we had a great number during the night are awfully sudden and very violent. Dear James came down from deck very ill & I immediately got him to bed & placed a bottle of hot water to his feet he being very cold after sometime he became more comfortable the fever has reduced him much & his spirits are quite low. November 30th The close of another week and another month is near how quickly time flies on board the John. As usual being Saturday I have been much engaged taking in our weekly provisions and cleaning my cabin in which I am writing having a box for a seat and a chair for a table we are going very quickly at the rate of 10 Miles an hour still there is little motion considering. An American Whaler the "India" from New Bedford passed us this afternoon she had her Longitude 1.50 marked in chalk on her Starboard Side or Right hand side and we marked ours for her to see in the same manner 1.48 so they were only two miles difference between us she came quite near & we could have spoken her easily but the person sent by the Captn for the speaking trumpet was so long that we lost the opportunity. My darling husband is in bed. December 4th Thursday I am writing on deck it is such a lovely day the sails are wildly flapping to and fro and we consequently making very little progress. We have been alarmed this afternoon I considerably so, Mr. Hart a cuddy passenger a very venturesome young man declared he would jump into the water & have a swim their being scarce a ripple in the deep and one of the boats having been lowered for the sailors to wash was destined to take him in but though a good swimmer the rope of the boat not being quickly loosened and the vessel going on he was borne away to a considerable distance he shouted for help several times and as soon as the boat was clear and the oars in her two sailors pulled nobly to rescue him he was quite pale and faint when they reached & pulled him in. I have just been speaking to him on the subject he says he then thought of home believing it was all over I really hope it will teach him to be more careful for he is constantly climbing the ropes & rigging. The other day he went along a single rope from the Main Mast to the Mizen. December 10th Tuesday. About three this morning Mr. Hearn exclaimed land ahead. When I rose I eagerly went on deck to see the cheering sight the approach to Table Bay is very pretty nay grand Table Mountain Lion's Rump and Devil's Peak were picturesque. We anchored about two in the afternoon and almost immediately after the Surgeon had visited the Ship we were ready to leave the John. I was the first lady who ventured in the chair to be lowered into the boat when we reached the Jetty the blacks jumped into the boat trying to take up our parcels and baskets to carry them we had some trouble to keep them off they completely surrounded us till we were clear of the landing place exclaiming in two or three languages Massa Massa me carry basket etc. etc. One of the boatmen an Englishman took us to a Board & Lodging house kept by a Mrs Bell where being a party of ten or twelve she agreed to take us for 7s.6d a day each. The house built in the dutch style was quite a novelty to us the hall was very long and wide, all the rooms were on our side of it very high and not ceiled the beams sides in fact all the wood in the house being highly polished looked like mahogany. We were soon rambling over Cape Town after which we returned to a comfortable Dinner and Tea, Roast beef, potatoes, French beans, tea, coffee, fine white bread & good butter. I am sure we did justice to the good things before us. Our first act on reaching our own room on arriving was to fall on our Knees & Praise the name of the Lord who had brought us in so much peace & comfort thus far on our journey, the meal over we went for a walk. Cape Town is large having a great number of wide streets not paved and no footpath all the old houses are built in the Dutch Style flat roofs large windows with very small panes of glass. The inhabitants are composed of persons from almost every clime under the Sun Malays & Hottentots abound. We met four soldiers from the 72nd Highland Regiment quartered there and had a long chat with them during our stroll before tea we met Captn Bayles from Guernsey whom John Harris knew & accosted we were greatly delighted at seeing him. Messrs. Hart & Landmann joined our party in the evening and slept at the same house. To please Mrs. Harris we had a double bedded room which commanded the Bay the different Mountains in the distance and the number of vessels lying at anchor greatly reminded us of Guernsey Mrs. H did not sleep at all during the night Bugs and various frightful noises kept her in such terror that she disturbed not only her husband but my poor James amazingly. |
| December 12th Rose before five to go to the large market a Farmer's which commences about three in the morn as soon as its light, went shopping after breakfast called on a Mr. Lawton who we had heard intended shortly leaving for Adelaide and had received late news from thence as soon as I saw him I felt convinced he was a Wesleyan I therefore asked a young man I thought was his son if the Wesleyan Chapel were near the old gent immediately asked if I was connected with them on hearing my affirmative his countenance brightened and when I added we proposed going to Chapel that evening he begged we would remain to tea and go with him this not being able to do we promised at his request to ask for his pew and he said he would introduce us to a Missionary from Wyburg who was to preach that evening. Just as we reached Mrs Bells it began to pour in torrents. I was very fearful we should be prevented going our having no umbrella nor thick shoes on & in a few minutes everything was saturated however as the weather cleared we set out and reached that beautiful little building the Wesleyan Chapel at Cape Town in Africa. I could scarcely believe it possible that I actually could be in Africa amongst & in the County of Ham. Although the congregation was very small how sweet the singing of the hymns sounded. The text was taken from 1 Chap Philippians 6 Verse. Being confident of this very thing that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ. After service we were introduced to the minister and also to Mrs. Hudson the preacher's wife stationed at the Cape she asked us to walk into the Mission House which adjoins the chapel we did so and were ushered into a large & handsome drawing room. She was very kind and talked much of Mrs. Longbottom. Mr. & Mrs. Harris were with us in the evening Mr. H was taken very ill and at one in the morning dear James was seized with vomiting which continued with sharp intervals till eight in the morning. I rose at six to see the soldiers exercised on the parade which was opposite our house after breakfast went with James to a druggist where we took a draught as there were others ill beside him. I'd first thought they were poisoned from eating of a particularly dish and doubtless it was occasioned by eating of a French Stew highly seasoned although my James had been very careful & confined himself to that dish with the exception of a little fish. Had a main spring put into my watch for which I paid ten shillings at twelve went with James to the Baths where he took a hot one whilst I talked to the Dutch lady who kept them it is a very pretty place in a garden the avenue to be house was covered with vines bearing clusters of grapes not yet ripe. The walk leading to the Governors house is very wide lined with oaks on both sides and long, the house is situated in a pretty garden. Some of the gentlemen two Messrs. Hart & Landmann desiring to go to the Top of Mount Table attempted it alone but returned in a sad plight the weather being dull the mountain was enveloped in clouds and they got quite wet with the damp grass in the ravines I was informed it was quite dangerous to venture up without guides as there are pits very deep which being covered with long grass deceived strangers who sometimes fell in and greatly injured themselves & if the day is not very clear it sometimes becomes so lost in the clouds as to make it unsafe when on the top to attempt descending a party of ladies & gentlemen had to remain up once all night. I called along during the morning on Mrs Hudson and saw her husband had some interesting conversation on various subjects went on board the "John" in the evening Mrs. Knott informed me there had been much quarrelling during our absence amongst the Emigrants though every indulgence had been allowed them. After the little rest we had had on shore we quite enjoyed our little cabins in the John. Sent Mamma's & Mrs Ricardo's & Mr. Burton's letters by post. One to Diana by Captn Vibert. |
December 13th Friday The "Branken Moor" entered Table Bay, Captn Bayles paid us a visit I forget to mention he and Captn. Vibert of Jersey a nice old man called on us at Mrs Bells. After spending sometime he returned to the "Rose" his vessel Messrs. Archer, Harris, Belsham & Hart & Landermann with him when they returned Mr. Archer came down to say Captn. Bayles had lent them his pretty boat & if I liked we could go on shore and climb the Lion's Rump I felt very unwilling to trust myself with these fresh water sailors but at length my objections were silenced & I ventured with far too large a party into the frail bark the bay was quite calm but as storms arise with awful suddenness I did not feel quite at ease especially as I was fully aware the shore was covered with rocks we dared not move for fear of an upset and it was not long ere in attempting to enter a cave we ran upon the rocks. Some of the Gents immediately attempted to back others thought it best to jump into the water and accordingly did so carrying the ladies in their arms once more on Terra Firma. We had wine bread & cheese etc but after wandering about for some time on the burning sands at the foot of the Hill we thought it advisable to give up our intention of attempting to climb it we really presented a strange appearance James's coat having been left behind in the boat "which we had ordered James Fort and a little sailor boy to take to the Jetty" put on Mr. Hart's jacket consequently that gentleman had to walk through the Town in his shirt sleeves. As we passed we saw Marianne Mrs. Bells black servant who had just bought a new dress standing on the steps of the house admiring it, this personage amused us not a little during our short stay in Africa. The indolent manner in which she moved when we were in a hurry was quite provoking and if anything attracted her attention she would stand and look at it quite careless if she kept us all waiting for milk to put in the coffee whilst she did so. Being quite original free from affection we were only amused not angered. A Malay girl very pretty interested us much with her beautiful long black glossy golden bodkined hair. We were told she was kept by some young man. Some of our gents amused themselves by sitting beside her and talking nonsense after some trouble I got Mr. Hart away & Landmann then followed we walked to the jetty in order to get into our boat but no boat could we find so after walking about for some time Mr. Belsham declared he would go & have some beer whilst two or three gents went in search of the strayed bark. James Sue & I were invited into an office where we were glad to rest. At length we perceived our friends rowing lustily towards us but just as we were getting into the boat we remembered Mr. & Mrs. B. Mr. Archer went in search of them in the interim they arrived not having seen him, after being seated patiently awaiting James Mr B. declared he did not think it safe to venture so many in so fragile a vessel an altercation ensued which ended in his getting out with his wife just as James jumped in. After a row of nearly three miles which I did not enjoy knowing how suddenly the wind rises and fearfully ruffles the Bay we reached the "John" to my great delight without further accident. Mrs. Knott said she had been very uneasy ever since our departure and much regretted not having persuaded me not venture. The Sailors being in s state of Mutiny all was confusion on board. Having some influence I had spoken to several in the morning begging they would return to their duty but in vain. |
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December 14th Sunday Captn. Bayles paid us another visit and took tea with us and whilst he was here two large boats crew arrived to put the vessel under weigh the Boatswain & only five Sailors not having struck one was ill and ten mutineers all the passengers joined together and pulled up the Anchor singing like the Sailors. Captn. Bayles also gave them a help when fairly off the Stranger Sailors left us and then I so really felt alarmed at being left with so few hands in such a dangerous place the land surrounding us the passengers offered their services and were divided into two watches with the few sailors James being still delicate was only to watch when he liked so he remained on deck till 12 o'clock at night during which time that is from 8 in the eve they tacked five times. I staid up waiting for him and frequently visiting him on deck. The Starboard watch tacked 12 times and during the third watch tacked 3 times making 8 times. Tacking during the Larboard watch in the whole 20 Tacks were made that night the Captn. superintending all the time he declared the ship had never been as well worked before & hard work it was. At six Mr. Belcham called me to come & see some Whales which were quite near. I hurried in my cloak & hastened half asleep to the poop and saw the monsters quite near, once I saw the immense mouth and teeth of one, the noise they made could be heard from a great distance. The passengers worked all day no Service performed. Blunderbusses, Pistols, Swords got ready. A lovely moon light all calm & fair around us very unlike the inmates of the "John". Anxiety fatigue & fear filling many breasts, worse feelings experienced by others. James remained up during the first watch. December 16th Monday Morn The passengers had beef steaks for breakfast instead of the crew whose work they had been doing they had some also the morn before. Great consternation spread by Mr. Kipock's appearing to fetch bullets, the blunderbusses were charged and placed on the Cuddy table like lighting the Captain seized a musket & prepared it, I then heard the revolted crew had broken into the Fore Hold a second time for they had already broached one of Mr. Archers pipes of Wine from which they had drank till they were intoxicated some days before. The Captain then who had been waiting to give them an opportunity of returning to their duty immediately walked up to the Forecastle with the Mates each carrying one or two braces of Pocket Pistols several passengers followed many of them armed, O what a frightful moment the Cuddy table covered with the instruments of death were ready in case of necessity. The calmness firmness of Captain Smith I cannot soon forget, as soon as he was near the dissatisfied crew he exclaimed is their a man now that will refuse to do his duty. The men stated their grievances they wanted the Fore castle caulked orders have been given to the Carpenter and that shall be done said our Captain. They then complained that the officers swore at & called them out of their names, come to me at once when you have cause to complain. Some were the willing to return to their duty but others stepped forward & said they would work if the Captn. would excuse their forfeiting any part of their wages, they received for answer that he had paid 5 pound to the persons who had assisted in getting the vessel under weigh which should be deducted out of their wages. The boy who was found at the Wine drinking the only one caught in the fact was out in irons on the poop. Patterson the sailor who had given out that he was ill was called up by his Commander who enquired - What was the Matter - the fellow intoxicated answered he was only a little the worse for the liquor he had taken. The other Sailors exclaimed Ah that's the man with a double face. As he refused to say where he had the liquor he was put in irons, we were not a little alarmed he is such a fearful looking being so black as a rage he it was who performed the part of Neptune. In the afternoon he was released as he promised to return to his duty. December 24th Thursday We are travelling at the rate of ten Miles an hour but the wind being aft we rock most unpleasantly. I have never seen the sea in such commotion before the waves are awfully high I have often read of vessels being one moment raised as it were to the clouds & the next plunged into the abyss beneath but now I behold it. How insignificant is the help of Man in the hour of imminent danger. I have been trying to make some preparations for the morrow "Christmas" but find it impossible. After dinner obliged to have the dead lights put down the Sailors are swabbing the cabin which the waves have completely saturated a stream is running round us by no means inconsiderable. Impossible to sleep comfortably for any length of time during the night. A few days ago it was nearly as rough & the wind foul. |
Christmas Night My Beloved James is beside me we are in our little cabin retired from the company but in truth not from the noise of a party in the Intermediate composed of many of our own and several of the Cuddy passengers & the mates who over a bowl of punch are singing songs that I could never approve at any time much less at such a season, how misnamed or rather how misused is this Holy day, & how displeasing must such a commemoration of the Nativity of the Saviour be to the Almighty. Christmas Day was ushered in at midnight by a merry pearl of the bell which greatly alarmed some of the cabin passengers who suddenly awaking & hearing the bell imagined the Ship was on fire. Mr. Philcox rushed out with only his night shirt so did the Dr. and several more poor Mrs. Philcox was greatly alarmed jumped out of bed and stood at her cabin door awaiting her husbands return. I wished all the beloved ones at Havelet a Merry & a happy Christmas. The captain sent us a nice large piece of Mutton for dinner, and we mde a nice plum pudding an Apricot tart & an apple cake from the dried ones bought at the Cape. Just as we sat down to dinner the vessel gave a tremendous lurch & then rolled dreadfully the chairs were dashed to the ground some heavy trunks moved out of their places every loose thing about the cabin was thrown first one side & then the other backward & forwards for I suppose nearly a dozen times, meanwhile each passenger grabbed something. I had the large dish of roast Mutton which I had the greatest difficulty in keeping having to support myself also several passengers had some tremendous falls the chairs starting from under them. I had two blows from the falling of a heavy bowl which lodged its contents comprising a duck's head neck. etc. etc into my little cabin. Indeed I cannot describe the confusion consternation etc. of the scene suffice to say nought is exaggerated but if I could I should endeavour to give a better account. Three dozen Cuddy plates and dishes were all smashed the noise in the Cuddy from the falling things with the noise below is sometimes terrific. Service on deck but in truth ones whole care and indeed thought were taken up in endeavouring to prevent ones self from falling so Mrs Philcox told me. I was not there being unaware that Service would be performed & having so much to do since Mr. George Clark has quite left off doing anything since we left the Cape. December 26th Thursday I sent to Mrs Philcox to ask the pattern of a baby's dress she sent Eliza three times with things for me to look at and also to ask me if I could find it convenient Mrs. P. would be glad to see me in her own cabin in the morning. December 27th Friday About ten Eliza Mrs. P's servant came down to see if I was ready to go up, at half past I was ushered into the lady's Sanctorum. Mrs. Knott & she were at work I could scarcely fancy myself in the John all looked so neat and comfortable the ladies were very kind and showed me the baby linen. After about 1 1/2 hours nearly 2 hours I took my leave Mrs. Philcox shook my hand very cordially & thanked me for my visit. I never felt so much aggrieved as the others at their not paying us attention at first we being perfect strangers to them it was requisite they should know something of us ere they made advances. Thunder & lightning with wind after some I ventured on the poop certainly the lightning was beautiful at times it was blue in an instant the whole heavens appeared red and again of a violet colour several zigzag streams of fire which is called forked lightning were to be seen in each large cloud of flame I scarcely know how to describe it for others to understand they looked like fiery serpents - jumping about. Really I felt very nervous & timid to how many dangers are we exposed. The topsails were reefed and a change of wind feared could not sleep. But the Lord again watched over us and preserved us. December 28th Saturday Notwithstanding a good stiff breeze both yesterday & today we have worked on the poop rested on the sails the waves occasionally washing the quarter deck. This evening the water has poured in over the side of the vessel over the Poop and wet the Spanker nearly half way. James with many others has had a complete ducking. Every now and again the waves strike the vessel with much force that it seems we are going over or that the planks are knocked in. I am writing in a most uncomfortable position being perched on the bed and having some difficulty to keep myself there my poor bed is wet but that is nothing new. Great cause for thankfulness have I What shall I render to my God for all his gifts to me. |
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December 29th Sunday A most melancholy Sunday nearly the whole of the day employed in placing clothes pans etc. to receive the wet which came into the Cabin on bed and everything the Immediate Cabin looked wretchedly uncomfortable. No Service. Very rough obliged to lay too. December 30th Monday Still unpleasant remained all day in my own quarters. December 31st Tuesday Wished dear Mamma many happy returns of the day as soon as eight bells had gone the gale having increased the night was awful, once James Mr. Belcham & Mr. Palmer all left their cabins with only their Night Shirts at 3 in the morning, before we heard a great noise on deck and after sometime the Captain's voice we had carried away the Main Top Gallant Mast and at 6 we carried away the Fore Royal back stays & the Fore Topsail brace close reefed Top-sails we have now frequently. In the morning I went on deck we had only one sail up and that closely reefed we looked in a melancholy plight, the wind whistling fearfully through the Shrouds and the sea mountains high. Dead lights put down and the intermediate illumined by two miserable lamps. The waves dashed over the vessel and poured down upon us in floods so as to oblige us to exclude the light and air which we still enjoyed from the Companion. The day before we were obliged to lay too, that is to say ride at the mercy of the Gale with all the Canvas in. The Fore Top Gallant Mast taken down for fear of its being carried away. I cannot describe our pitiable situation for several days indeed it has been rough almost ever since we left the Cape. Such weather is not usual at this time of the yea although a fresh breeze is always expected. How rejoiced I feel that dear Mamma is not here. January 1st 1840 Rolling much but finer, employed putting my Cabin tidy and drying the wet things - dear James is so good kind & patient though he has a great deal of trouble being obliged to carry all we want cooked to the Galley himself and wait till it is done, it is quite dangerous to be there at times, the saucepans are obliged to be held on by the passengers and the whole cooking apparatus was knocked down the other day by the sea breaking over the vessel. Once a large piece of pork actually jumped out of the frying pan on James's trousers all sorts of accidents of that kind have happened but I really cannot bear him to be on deck at such times for fear of pieces of wood etc. falling on him. The guns though lashed were moved from their places one turned Topsy Turvey every lose thing on the decks were dashed first to one side and then to the other at a tremendous rate, the waves dashed over the poop and entered the Cuddy through some broken pieces of glass the poor Captain was several times completely drenched and so were the passengers who ventured on deck. Thought much of home and other days. I long to be out of the John but humbly desire to be "Patient" & wait the Lord's time. I can scarcely describe my feelings they seem so mixed so confused. January 2nd With a desire to be thankful that we are getting on with a nice breeze & though we have had some rain still the Sun has made his appearance this day to cheer us. Commenced a baby's chemise. January 3rd At 2 in the morning suddenly roused out of sleep by a great noise on deck. I heard the 1st Officer giving orders in a very loud voice stamping with his foot a moment after. I suppose his orders were not promptly obeyed the vessel rolled more than ever I thought & so greatly alarmed was I that I awoke James the wind's whistling sounded like thunder and the heavy flapping Mainsail at length was taken in with a great noise & then the Foresail & the Topsails reefed the Captain who always is immediately on Deck of any thing particular is going forward was soon there and his voice cheered me a little. I can scarcely look at the waves they are so very high and the rolling at times is tremendous. I am writing in a most uncomfortable manner being on ¼ kneeling ¼ sitting ¼ leaning and a quarter supporting myself on the bed. Much annoyed our dinner of Roast Mutton having killed one of our Cape Sheep I must mention that they have enormous tails covered with fat which part s always sold at a high price really the size is extraordinary. I have heard they sometimes cannot bear the weight of them and require a support. It was quite amusing and a great novelty to us to see at Cape Town, Teams of 16 & 18 oxen the carts are very long the front something like a dray for beer and at the back a sort of Gipsy house or cart is erected it is astonishing to see only one black driver to so many great horned creatures. He carries a bamboo of immense length to the end of which is fastened a thing still longer & with this & his strange jargon he manages the beasts with more ease than many coachman manage four horses. I should say there is generally a boy at the head of the leaders who urges them forward, and is often obliged to run by means of a rope which is fastened to the oxen. The Malay's also drive twelve horses with the same facility whirling round corners with astonishing rapidity and expertness. January 6th Sunday Another baby born this is the fourth, three on a Sunday and one early on Monday morning. The Storm continued violent for two hours the Captain rushed out and was seen by some of the passengers who also got up on the Poop with only his night Shirt and a pair of drawers on. Once the water entered through a small hole opening under the Port hole and pouring on me was by means pleasant. I fainted and trembled from cold & fright, till I had changed my nightdress & flannel waistcoat and removed the wet bed clothes. I like to stand & watch the waves dash against the vessel the foam is truly beautiful tossing rolling rearing its curly white spray. |
January 7th The weather has been finer during the last few days.
Yesterday & Sunday the sun shone warm & bright the sun set last eve very lovely, the sky was a delicate pale blue colour with clouds of gold all over it and just where the Orb of day was sinking to rest, the golden line was vividly bright, still every cloud in the heavens were decidedly golden. January 8th Mr. Leith having shot an albatross this morning foolishly ventured to swim out to it expecting to bring it back in triumph being calm the sails were put aback but the remain of a rough sea produced some swell so he returned perfectly exhausted having swam a good distance, as he approached the wounded bird it opened its immense beak at him as it was fully as large as a swan, he thought it best to make the best of his way back one of these birds hovered all the time over him, all of us fearing it would pounce down upon him. I was informed by Mr. Kipock our first officer that these birds are very dangerous as they strike their beaks into a persons eyes or forehead the effect of the blow would be suffice to drown a man, stunned as he would be he likewise added it is quite a pull to get them up the side of the vessel for they are sometimes caught by means of a hook and line, they also when they catch them secure them fully by means of a rope fastened to their body or rather a slip knot is made in a rope which is thrown round them. It really is quite fearful to have such venturesome persons with me. On the 5th of this month in the evening the vessel was rolling very much several of the passengers who were on deck were precipitated by a mass of water pouring in first to one side and then to another with great force. Several times the rolls were greater than ever we had had before. Miss Emma Ellis was on deck and rather hurt being thrown backwards & forwards with the gentlemen in no agreeable manner. We have lost two children since leaving the Cape. January th At noon we had a very heavy squall, split the Foretopmast Steering sail, the early part of the morning was so lovely that I was at work on deck. Part of the Hammock nettings knocked down, one of the immigrants was asleep in them and had the netting fallen into the sea instead of on the deck all must have perished. January 17th Friday Squally weather Dear Diana'a birthday 14 years old. We drank to her health so did George Clark January 18th Saturday Dear John's birthday years old, I prayed for him especially that he may be enabled to devote himself to God his Saviour, George & James Fort drank to his health. January 19th Sunday Had dear Papa lived he would have been 45 today, could not help weeping, when I remembered he was alive this time last year and now no more, thought much of home Lord teach one so to remember my days that I may indeed apply my heart unto wisdom. January 21st The Officer on watch saw a large ship pass on homewards bound between 3 & 4 in the morning. February 4th At length we are in sight of Kangaroo Island after being detained 9 or ten days by contrary winds & calms which greatly depressed some of the passengers. I believe every passenger was on deck by six this morning at least, I know every one was up long before the usual hour. I suppose I rose a little after four. Mr. Harris caught two fish "Baracouta" one we had fried for breakfast, they are long & rather narrow the taste is much the same as that of "Horfie" on long noses, a snipe fish. We have just buried another child. Mr. Hart & Mr. Giford have just had a narrow escape they were on the outside of the vessel holding the Main Brace when an order which they did not hear was given to loose it, in an instant Mr. Hart was towed but holding the rope tightly his feet only touched the water Mr. G remained as firmly fixed as he probably could on the dangerous place on which he stood. We are now becalmed the heat is very great. On the 29th of last month we had a stewed Albatross for dinner which Mr. Harris had caught on the 27th with hook & line. February 5th Wednesay All the morning sailing near Kangaroo Island at 2 in the afternoon anchored in Holdfast Bay four miles from the shore dismay & disappointment at the dreary melancholy appearance of the place threw a great damp on our arrival some of the passengers wept bitterly, after waiting a considerable time a sort of Custom house officer came on board and we were informed the John could go over the Bar. At 5 got under weigh with a stiff breeze at 7 hove to. A signal for the Pilot being answered we watched anxiously to see the boat coming towards us, at last a dark speck was visible, which having ascertained was the boat filled our bosoms suddenly we lost sight of this welcome object the first Mate reported to the Captain the boat had put back, we were all in the greatest distress, poor Mrs. Knott looked so sad. In anguish went down into the Cabin as soon as I had heard the Captn. give the order to return to Holdfast Bay. Suddenly shouts were heard that the Pilot boat was near, it had gone round and we had lost sight of it. We were all delighted, in a few moments we were again disappointed, a man came to say the Pilots were all engaged, but he would take us to a safe anchorage for the night. |
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February 6th Thursday Morn. A pilot came on board but the tide did not serve for going up the river so we had to wait till three in the afternoon. We could just clear the bar it was an anxious moment as soon as we entered, the face of the country was indeed changed beautiful green trees and shrubs with mountains behind were seen on both sides. We had to beat up the river sometimes we were nearly amongst the shrubs it is really a beautiful sail. We were obliged to anchor three miles from the Port not having wind to take us further up this winding river. Mr. Knott came on board in the morning his lady introduced him to Mr. A. & me. How great their joy what pen can tell after an absence of one year & three quarters. Messrs. Belcham. Leith, Hart & Landermann went on shore at Holdfast Bay in the morning they paid 12/6d each, as they were going up to Adelaide they stopped at a Cottage to have something to drink. A young woman present enquired what vessel they came from being told the "John" she anxiously enquired if there was a person on board named Kerr, the gentlemen scarcely knew what to answer, but as the poor girl was evidently large in the family way Mr. Hart only said Mr. Kerr is very ill. She immediately added oh' I will go and see him tomorrow he is coming to marry me, and my brother with whom I am is to be his partner. However before they left the house she was told of his death. I did not like to ask Mr. Leith the particulars he being a young man. Messrs Hack came on board when we anchored in the evening and Mr & Mrs Knott went on shore. February 7th Friday Dear James & John left us with several other passengers in the morning 4/- each. Received most dismal accounts of Adelaide dissentry has of late raged in the Town in an alarming degree carrying off 6 or 7 daily. The accounts did not tend to raise our spirits but I am determined to wait and judge for myself. Numbers are making money. Sue slept with me. February 8th Saturday Busy packing with George, the emigrants sent on shore, three boats left together one (the long boat of another vessel going near us) contained 46 or 48 souls with their bedding they were so crammed that no one dared move in her. This was towed by our two boats each filled full as possible. I hope they reached the port in safety under Mr. Nicholsons care. I rose this morn at five and yesterday at the same or indeed before, for hearing the Sailors singing Up Up and Up she rises early in the morning as they manned the Capstan. I knew they were raising the Anchor. I hurriedly dressed and went on deck but it was only to be disappointed the tide served no longer and the little wind there was, was in our teeth we had only approached two vessels which were lying a little higher than ourselves. I am anxiously awaiting my husbands. O Lord there in Mercy bring him back in safety. Mr. & Mrs. Philcox after leaving us last afternoon rather late were thrown out of a gig between N & S Adelaide. Mrs. P. large in the family way was thought dead for ten minutes, she was two hours insensible and her husband is also injured. My darling James is just come on board it is past ten we have just taken supper a nice beefsteak which he brought he has sold his flour & porter. |
February 9th Sunday Very hot spent the day on board whilst walking on the Poop this eve we saw two very large fires occasioned by the natives setting fire to the Kangaroo grass. We watch them for sometime the flames running and spreading in our minds to an alarming extent. Their nightly fires round which they sleep look very pretty scattered o'er the hills. February Feb 10th Monday This afternoon I was lowered into a lighter containing the Bull, Cow three Rams. Susans & my cabin goods James, John, George Clark & Mr. Lyons with Susan completed the load. We were towed up to the Port by a small boat it was therefore some time ere we reached the landing place we all assisted in getting the goods on shore with much difficulty. The poor Cow was inabled to walk to Mr. Newman's stables where with the Bull and Rams she was comfortable lodged. As Mr. Newman would not store our goods for the night under three pence a package and we had a great number, our men thought it best to remove them to the upper part of the Wharf, and then watch them by turns during the night. It was quite amusing to see my James & John Harris assisted by George, the former with a Wheelbarrow the latter with a truck whilst I sat near the goods just having to watch them and Sue performed the same office over those brought up. Through the kindness of Mrs. Bresley the Baker's wife at the Port we had a comfortable and not expensive tea and supper beneath her humble roof & then slept in Mr. Newman's office. Susan was very unwell during the night and|I greatly feared she was attacked with dissentery. I slept with her during her husband's watch. The fleas were most troublesome. February Feb 11th. Tuesday Came up to Adelaide with Susan only on the coach (a crazy vehicle) when we reached this house it presented a most forlorn aspect to the eye, the dust in every room was beyond anything I have sever seen. February 12th Maria Brown came to live with me.
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